it was over with.
that i was older.
that hurting is all there is to it.
that i could sleep.
that it never happens again.


that hopefully, at least one of the many will come true.

i don't know about you guys, but friends to me, are like diamonds, so rare, i'd hate to share them with anybody else. especially mine. i can't imagine losing them. really, i'd die.

you know, it's such a shame to see that friendship go down the drain. i know why it hurt that bad. they're pictures showing so much fun. their smiles just jumping off the picture. they look so happy and excited. i could honestly cry looking at the very pictures.

i obviously don't know much, if not anything. but what i do know is that friends like that don't come everyday. so what if you fight. friends fight, and sometimes they last a life time. it doesn't mean that they're no longer friends, it just means, they're angry.

so come on, i'm sure you know who you are. come on, forget and just forgive. i wish i could just drain the hate from your heart. i mean, that doesn't help. but friends forever, really does exist. so don't throw away your friendship or else, you'll just regret it, badly.

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i hate it when you do that. it's not like you ever listen. you just judge me and punish me without any thought. and it's obvious i can't do anything. it's not fucking funny when you hit me, never was, never will be.

this relationship has gone down the drain, so far, i can't see it anymore. i can't stand you anymore. all you bloody well do anymore is tell me what to do. i hate that. just ask, i'll probably do it faster.

you lazy assholes are such idiots. tahu marah je. i can't wait to get out of here. i don't care how but i know i'm going to make it as soon as possible. i can't wait to finally say "Sayonara" to all your bullshit.